Middle of the night. My clock shows 2am. Gosh, what a time when a normal one should be snugged in the comfort of his blankets. God knows what i'm doing. With a pc & some binded booklets that says international trade in front, okies i know i'm facing the wrong side, but heck! Take a break (ironically a break means rest from a certain journey, mine is zero!). Oh well i'll start after blogging. Yeah agree with ivan this blog thingy has become an indepensible part of our lives. It isn't something like eating, sleeping or doing business, not something u cannot do w/o. But it's like chatting in the cafe with your buddies or sms-ing ur certain one 'goodnight'. Something you can do w/o, but when u do u become uncomfortable, uneasy because something's missing. Hahaha..

Oh replaying the past weeks events in my head, certainly a busy week, with no exactly a highlight day for everyday is as bad as another. Some more interesting events include kampong soccer, night biking recee & games dry run. But seems that my world just revolves 2 components, my studies n cca. Sigh sadly i've no enjoyment n motivation in committing my time into the former. Simply turns me off. However, all the proposal rushing, briefing, dry runs, recees are worth it, in my sense though not practically but i just know they mean alot in my heart. Contradictory to the advice ms jenny ng gifted me, haiz..

Hmmm such a late hour don't think i can find any dumbasses to talk to me. Almost everyone has gone to bed & the one i see i shall not speak to for she's definitely studying. Dots. I really should zhen1 qi4 yi4 dian3. Fwah, my heck attitude will get me nowhere. But i just can't keep my heart still..n focused. I never dream of a good life, riches, fame. But sometimes the expectations weighted on me i just can't ignore. Think of the disappointment. Even i won't forgive myself for that. Angel_hh VS devil_hh. Woah.. Okie enuf of this, i think later i'll leave this small box for the bigger one in the living room. Haven watch mr. cong's treble disc n at the same time try to mug. Ah multi-task uh, good reasons for it, dowan to fall asleep on my books. But so far haven seen results. Muahahaha..

Was listening to my playlist when i came across this song that never fails to touch my heart a little, just a poke maybe, hee. But seriously this song has some really interesting lyrics, stirs your thoughts - graduation (friends forever). Think real hard about the extracted parts, it's so true..

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town?

It's sad isn't it?

you were loved at
2:00 am