Sunday, May 23, 2004
If there is any unhappiness around, u should just voice it out. What's the bloody use of talking behind one's back.
Everything i say is what i really feel, i'm being truthful, so why ain't u? If there is really such great unwillingness to work together, pack up and call it a day. If there is no trust in the system, nothing will go right. Even if they do, it's just because everyone puts in an extra effort, not to overcome the problem, but instead avoid it. No enjoyment. Sigh. Never mind. When i say or do something, i just hope it's for the good of the entire situation, so that everything will turn out smoothly and well. But no, i'm a nuisance to most. Noisy. Intolerable. Picky. O well, if u can't accept that's me..
DIFFERING VIEWS
If there wasn't differing views, ain't there be homogeneility in friendship, spoiling whatever differentiation can bring. Just like in a multi-racial society, there is always differences which at times can make life more fulfilling. The variety really brings out each's strengths. Imagine a situation of homogeneility, then all day long there's only one view, debates that make life more interesting are forgone. Think about this, if it wasn't the bonds that hold us together, would we even bother to argue with or correct one another, to state our stand. If the person in front of u don't even mean anything to u, why would u bother arguing with him? We'll just let things get its way because we don't bother. This words my friend gifted me, now i'm passing on the present..
ps. no intentions for SISED
NIGHT TREK
Satisfactory ending. After days of preparations and several recees (Nazhar said it was 5), the job was completed tonight. Many in the com brought up the view that it wasn't as tiring as the recees. Here could be an explanation. During the recee, u have only u and the com members. What u probably felt is duti-bound to finish the recee. However, for the real thing, the presence of J1s and other J2s make ur duty suddenly magnified. Now u do not have yourself, but also many which u should lead. Also the new company makes the route seem shorter. That's what a trek is about. Encourage ur peers. Company. Every little thing makes a difference..
