My life has been zooming pass like a car on an expressway, hardly a second spent stationary. By that i probably meant literally, where time for me is quite a scarcity. Oh well you all must haf thot wat rubbish hh is talking about, hh who has a 8-530 vocation n can book out everyday. Perhaps it's just i cannot allocate my time properly or maybe i just simply spent too much time out playing. For the past wk slp has been like having my 3 meals, simply just a necessity. Or perhaps i may haf spent more time eating than slping.

So many things has happened during the past month. I dunno what to make of it. To the rest obvilious to everything, we may seemed like a loving n doting pair, but to those close enuf to see, they may need more than their hands to count the cracks. Sometimes i dunno if i'm the one too unreasonable or what, somehow after every "thrashing-out" i feel so damn guilty or everything. But leave me alone n my mind will drift into the depths of the unthinkable, and start imagining the worst. Or is it simply my imagination? Maybe it's time to pack up and call it a day, even though it may hurt, but when is parting ever joyful? Although that may seemed like a last option, it may just be the solution to the never ending problems that seemed to appear like a raging thunderstorm in the sunniest day, when you're all happy and suddenly it strikes you.

Boyz II Men - On Bended Knee

Darlin’ I can’t explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it’s drivin’ me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I’ll gurantee
That I’ll never let you go


Chorus:
Can we go back to the days when our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
They way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I’m down on bended knee
I’ll never walk again until you come back to me
I’m down on bended knee


So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know that I don’t need to be alone
I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I’m begging you, begging you come back to me


Chorus

Mike’s monolauge:
Baby, I’m sorry
Please forgive me for all the wrong I’ve done
Please come back home girl
I know you put all your trust in me
I’m sorry I let you down
Please forgive me


Gonna swallow my pride
Say I’m sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don’t ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirt of love
It can heal all things
We won’t hurt anymore
No I don’t believe our love’s terminal
I’m down on my knees begging you please
Come home


Chorus

you were loved at
2:45 pm