Thursday, June 24, 2004
Last Few Days
...b4 judgement week starts. yeah 3-sub, so what? it doesn't seems to me like there's less things to study. probably the lesser subjects removes some urgency from the already-urgency-lacking me. now i find myself in the same situation as BT1. yet ever-optimistic about my own abilities, but nearly never correct. still idling my time away. all the euro'04 & soccering times, i ask myself, isit really worth it? well always the same excuses about not having any motivation to study, but i never asked myself when will this motivation, if it'll, ever comes about? & where from?
okies now for some sort of reason the whole gang starts teasing me. & for all the reasons in the world it's actually for some1 called grace. oh man din even noe how i'm associated with her. seriously, i agree with some ppl who totally disagree with this kinda stuff. u noe precisely it's nothing right, a strange feeling now develops within the ppl involved. dunno exactly how to describe it, but now even simple conversation has to go thru some sort of "weighing the situation" thing. haiz.