Reviewing last week..

Couldn't really remember what i was doing in the first 2 days of the week. Well i guess that means i probably slacked the days at home since my schedule reflects i didn't work. Life is a bore when i've to spend it at home w/o anything really fulfilling to do.

results day
Couldn't have asked for anything more. But somehow i really didn't like feel what i should (don't scold me plz). As ivan say like why am i giving this kind of face when i get this kind of results. I oso dunno. Perhaps results is not something impt in my life. I mean i wasn't worrying for the past few days at all, not because i'd confidence but i guess it was like doesn't really matter.

Like many said, if u're satisfied, that's all that matters.

Now ppl are telling me i should try for scholarship. And the last person that would discourage me - you wouldn't believe it - is my dad. Somehow he has that weird mentality of me signing a contract and breaking it. Shit man i wish he could have more confidence in me. I mean why must he always think so negatively or something. He didn't even like congratulate me or what. Like com'on la i'm ur kid and when everybody thinks i did well can u say something? Aww well forget it, not that i'm dying for it, but show some appreciation can? I always think the only reason i study is not to let my parents down. Argh, but don't worry, i'm okay...

Half of the weekend was spend working. To be exact worked until 2+ into the Sunday morning. I think when i grow up and look back on this period i'll miss working for banquets. If only i can slot my work nicely and fill up every empty day with work. That would basically fill my few weeks b4 enlistment. Spend the whole night out in town with ivan, reason being we wanna save on cab fee. Imagine waking up at outside taka with the rain falling on you, must be really funny. And ppl don't get drunk just by drinking, they can get all dreamy when they're really sleepy and talk crap. And hey! "i have helped you prepared your utensils!" Hahaha...

Having 4 hrs of sleep isn't really enuf, but if you're seeing some1 special really then all your fatigue gets drown in other emotions.

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7:22 pm