Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Mood swings seem to be curbed today. Or rather that suckiness haven left. Dunno wats wrong, but nothing's bothering me now. I rather there's something. A's over and nothing lies ahead of me. I wonder where i go from here. The day looks good, but i haven have time for resting. I rather to be busy, doing lotsa things. Yet i feel so lethargic that maybe i shldnt leave the house. Visited the doc.
Finished da darn book in less than a day. Maybe cos i read it b4 already. Interesting book,
flowers for algernon. Talks about how this retard goes through an intelligence-stimulating operation-cum-experiment n becomes an ultra-genius.
artifically-induced intelligence deteriorates at a rate of time directly proportional to the quantity of the increase.
All that struggle to be the best. I now wish i was a little dumb n understood less things. Then everything wld be plain n simple.
Beauty in simplicity isnt always that i wanted. See things so clear n think too much. Not that i can help it. But at least it's better to remain than have ur intelligence played around by dumb scientists.
Failed miserably. Looking that TODAY again. Everyday..TODAY. I still haven lay my hands on that pair of tix. Last day, don't think i'll get it already. Feels so lousy. If only...if only...
